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Why this fate??
Written by Alessia on December 29, 2010
Peabodies I hope you read my blog and you leave a comment to also know your opinion. :)
I wrote this blog because I'd love to you understand how much I love The Black Eyed Peas in my life. For me they're a passion that has lasted a loong time that I can't describe....I know it may seems silly, but every time that I listen their songs, I watch their videos on youtube or just I think them, I beginning to cry an I believe that I wil NEVER can see them live!! :( This is my BIGGEST dream, see the bep in concert and live a fucking emotion & experience that there isn't every day. Do you know why I think it's impossible?? Because when I speak of the possibility to going to the bep's concert in Italy to my parents, ( that I don't understand :( ) they don't answer me...that's sad! :'( I'm convinced that there are many peabodies in this fucking world who have gone to the bep's concerts many times and they went to home happy & carefree, but this for me will never happen, I know. :'(
Guys I want tell you all this because it's too long time that I keep all my sadness inside me and it's very difficult hear my friends that talk about the concert that they have sew and try to be happy for them! no, I can't.
What to say about my love for the peas?
Fergie: she's my everything,my idol, my life, my drug, my music and my eyes will always be for her, my imaginary big sister <3 I have seen some peabodies who could meet her with a fucking fortune, that they deserve that's sure, and they could look her into the eyes, but not through a computer screen, face to face. I hope she read my blog because I want that she know how much I love her and how much I admire her as a singer and as a person. <3
Will.i.am : just fantastic!! He created the bep and I enjoy this forever! Watching his performaces along with the peas ( by a computer :'( ) he's veeery nice, also because he has got the fucking habit to make me happy! <3 He's also my boy idol and nothing will be like him! uh I'm sad about what I've heard btw his trouble hearing....I hope it heals soon!!! :( All the best for him <3
Apl.De.Ap: I think he's a person too cute and kind!! <33 He's absolutely a very coool rapper who sings fucking good!!! :P (indeed he's the fav of my mom :D) and meet him would be a dream, as it would have to meet all the peas *-* He's a HUGE heart and I'm grateful that he's a person so good! It's just past his bday and is still set to bep...I thank him every day for this and I thank the bep to be ALWAYS together and united! <3
Taboo: oooh what to say about my Tab? He's a beautiful and talented person and deserves to have an another child ( greetings!!! ) and his children deserve to have a dad like him! <3 I've seen many pic of peabodies who are with him and you don't know how much fuck I envy them! :D I'm glad that he part of the bep because he's (maybe I seem boring, but you know also you, the peas are the peas!) an extraordinary person! <3
I hope you understand ow much I ADORE The Black Eyed Peas, how much they're important to me, what position they have in my life! I'm glad to be a peabody because I'm born for be it! & I know, meet the bep will be impossible for me and then I can wait until the end!!! <3
I love you friends and peabodies!
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j3lu said on January 22, 2011:
I love them so much too. " Black Eyed Peas have added much to our culture; they have a unique sound and their energy on stage they perform while enjoying themselves."
sweetila said on January 4, 2011:
Aww :( You know, this blog is more or less like my blog of 2 years ago, in 2009... I wrote that I was hopeless and I thought I could never be able to go and see my idols. But what happened in 2010? I saw them even twice! I'll never stop thanking them for this <3 But even if I was hopeless there was a lil part of me that had never stopped believing in it, because I am their fan and I wanted to see them live so bad and my dream came true!!I know you are a big fan of them, and you totally deserve to see them and meet them...I am sure one day your dream will come to reality! And I know you're willing to do anything to see them... why not showing this to your parents? Plus, as said before, you're only 14, you have all life ahead you.
And if you feel like this now, the emotions that you'll feel when you're in front of them are indescribable, you'll be happier than ever and I can tell you this cuz this is what I felt when I saw them in Milan :')
So the best advice I can give you is: wait some more time, try to make it happen & still believe in it ;)
An example? You thought it was impossible to get an autograph from Fergie probably because of this. How could you know you that if you had signed on bep.com, you'd have met a wonderful person as Jenn is and get an autograph of Fergie from her?? Who knows what happens in life!! :)
About meeting them... it's hard. I feel sad today cuz I couldn't get to meet them when I saw them :( But I have already realized my first dream so I'm happy! And positive cuz I'll have other chances!So never stop believing hun! you deserve it, so your chance will come if you really want it!! :)
Alessia said on December 31, 2010:
@BlackEyedShimi thank you so much for the awesome comment! :) but it's difficult believe that I can go to the bep's concert :(
@Senefly aww thanx, but my parents are, are...pfff I dont know, they dont want, and I dont understand why!!!! anyway thank youu :'(
@stefaniebrasil aww I know, there are a lot of peabodies in my situation but sometimes I think I'm the only one! :( thank you
stefaniebrasil said on December 30, 2010:
Alessia! I know how you feel! We all are peabodies, and our feelings for them are indiscribable! sometimes I feel like my love for them is so huge.. that I can't get it on my chest.. then I saty thinking about them.. and hiw would be great to meet them! so many things to say.. but there's no words enough.. is not easy to meet the Peas.. I never met them personaly.. but I already went to 2 concerts.. but the first time they came to Brazil I couldn't go! Why? I was too young!
Now I'm 17, and the first time I saw them close, was this year! in 2006 when I said I would go to the Black Eyed Peas concert, people laughed! Than I did!
Don't worry! The Beginning tour is comming.. they are going to many festivals in Europe.. I'm sure your parents will see your love for them! and there will be so many other oportunities! be sure of that! :)
Senelfy said on December 30, 2010:
I know very well how you feel! BEP and their music makes me so happy, but sometimes also really sad. They are very far away and they don't visit my country often. I was lucky enough to finally see them live though, last year during a small festival! I've been a fan since 2003 and only in 2009, I could see them live. That's a lot of time, but it was worth it! I sometimes wish I was closer to Peabodies from my country, because none of my friends are fan of BEP, so I have no one to go with me to their concerts.. That's a bit sad too.
All I can tell you is: Keep dreaming! Keep believing! I think they will tour again this upcoming year and maybe you can already discus with your parents if you can go there. Try to make a deal with them. For instance, if you obey them well and you do chores and those kind of things, maybe they will let you go :) There must be something you can do for them to let you go! And even if they say no after this, ask one of them to come with you! That way, they can be with you and not worry and still, you get to see the Peas :) Keep trying, don't give up! And keep admiring the Peas from a distance too, because they are life changers <3
Peabodies Forever!
BlackEyedShimi said on December 30, 2010:
Dear Alessia,
you seem very sad and I do understand your trouble. I met the Peas almost 1 year ago in Prague. I met them personally, I held their hands and talked to them. I know how it feels like when you just don´t have the opportunity to make your dream come true and I´m sure about the fact that you truly deserve to experience the best feeling a Peabody can!
But on the other head... girl, your head has to remain held high! You are only 14 years old, your time will surely come!
The problem is that these days, in this time the Internet makes everything possible (like watching BEP live, chatting with Peabodies, sharing the experiences..) and that is what makes you depresed and sad! The Peas went to the Czech Republic for the first time in 2010 and the first time I saw them live was when I was yet 17! When I was 14 I barely could go out with friends!
(That means you´ve got more than 2 years to be "faster" than me! haha)
Don´t let your mind knock your dream down!
YOUR TIME WILL COME! I KNOW IT!
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So much to say, but do to time I can only tell u this as you may already know, The BEPS are Light and when the Dark come into you your Light, which is the Music of the BEPS you have, will burn though the Dark thoughts and who wins, but you and your best friends The BEPS. Much love from the USA to you. Always....Love, Pinkme