WHAT I WANT... (*UPDATED ON 10th February*)

Written by Emry on March 17, 2009

WHAT I REALLY WANT TO DO, SAY, DREAM IN THIS SHORT, F@CKING UNFAIR LIFE

Chapter 1 'SCHOOL'

''I'm a child of the art, I love creating. I don't like spending all the days of my life on books with dust, bearing in mind that these things will save me one day. Are you sure that if you know (a+b)2x=... you won't get hungry one day? Is that going to save your entire life? I prefer creating stuff that I actually like and live free instead of being in this jail named 'school' and being forced to listen to every idiot who says I'm useless and stupid, just because I didn't manage to solve an exercise, or because I asked a 'silly' question (what I know is that there aren't silly questions, but only silly answers).''



Chapter 2 'RELATIONS'

''Everything starts when you meet a person. That's the first impression. His clothes, the way he talks and walks. You're going close to him and greet him for the first time. There's a litle emotion between you. When somebody of you says something that the other likes also, you start seeing him different. You talk to him more often, you go out with many other people, you feel like wanting to share your secrets with him. You start a friendship. You feel that this is so not going to last, unless your friend is proved that he's changed. A friend is a brother-sister of your choise. You feel like wanting to...slap him sometimes, but you always know that you can trust him. He's the one who will cry, laugh and suffer along with you. What would you do if you had lost your friend's trust? It hurts. It's the same as losing a family member. I dont know how many billion people live in this world, but your real friends won't be more than five. And if any of you has fight with a friend of him and he's selfish enough to don't tell to his friend an honest 'I'm sorry', then listen to me. Go emediately to find the phone, leave your egos (and your computer) for a while, call your friend and solve your misunderstandings! Losing the person who understands you the most, is like losing a brother and you can't have many of them.''


Chapter 3 'LOVE'

''I was sure you guys were something more than friends! You're so cute together!', I said and I left. There are many kinds of love. One is the love that shows a parent to his kid, a brother to a sister. But I'm speaking about a weird kind. The one that you can't understand when it beggins. The one that's many times wrong and hopeless. The one which demands two people. You may have seen written on walls words like' A+L=LFE...' Well, I believe that love isn't maths. But wait a minute. What's love anyway? There isn't an explanation for it. It usually sucks coz it doesn't work right! You meet someone, you like his (or her) appearance and then you meet him again accidentally! If you meet that person many times it didn't just happen. It's happening! Especially when he gives you a reason to stare...(more). It's unfair though coz you may get hurt. But it's important to believe that somewhere on planet Earth there's somebody who cares about you and...who knows! Maybe luck will bring that person to you one day. Nothing's impossible. It's funny coz love comes when you've stopped searching for it. When you think that all hope's gone for you. It knocks the door, sometimes with noise but it usually knocks it when you can't hear anything at all. But it's infront of you! Right next to you and you haven't realised it yet. I think I just found the definition: 'Love is a risk that many people take to improve their life and share it with somebody else'. A helpful advice. Don't stuck on a person when you understand he's not interested. Move on and...smile more! Hey! We have a whole planet out there and it's full of live and people that may be interested!''


Chapter 4 'A LETTER TO HEATH'

'Dear Heath,

I know you never met me and you didnt know who I am.
But you knew you had many fans and I was one of them.
I'll never forget the way you made me laugh and cry.
Everytime. Watching your movies...
Mr Patrick Verona.
My Cassanova.
Mr Ledger.
No matter your name, Heath,
You were a legend.
I didn't know who you are,
I had just seen your movies.
But when I found out you died...
I brought back to my memory 'Patrick Verona'.
God! It was you! I don't wanna...
The same person and happy boy...
Who was breaking away singing:
''Can't take my eyes off of you''.
Tears burnt me!
I cried so bad!
Like my brother had died.
The same painfull and hard...
I guess, an angel fell on earth
But someone wanted him back.
Took him away,
With a death without pain
Coz that's what you are.
An angel in heaven.
You didn't know me in presonal
But I feel you're next to me,
Every night I pray for your soul,
And everytime I make a video and cry for you...
Don't forget this coz I'll meet you one day,
For now, as MCR say,
''Your memory will carry on!''

Rest In Peace
Emry

P.S. Sorry if the candle I lit today switched off. It's windy.



Chapter 5 'BEAUTY: DOES IT COUNT?'

''If you look in the mirror and dont like what you see you can find out first hand what is like to be me', a song says. Maybe all of us have done that. Looking in the mirror and wishing to be somebody else. Somebody with a better nose, face, hair, body...A question, why do we ALWAYS think that others are better than we are? Why? Wy can't we be pleased wih things we've already got? You look someone who's 'pretty' and you're jealous. Hey!! That doen't make you ugly! Also, maybe you know somebody who's not that goodlooking but still has love affairs. Nope it's not weird. It's the proof that beauty does not count as much as you think. One important thing. You may think that people and especially guys, like girls with a model's body and dont really care about the personality and the face appearance. Just a second... WHICH NORMAL PERSON LIKES TO WAKE UP AND SEE AN @$$ INSTEAD OF A CUTE FACE OR A SWEET PERSON? Nice body or hair dont make the human. A smile, two eyes, a nice behavior make someone special. Last but not least, the character counts and not the appearance.''

Coming up on Chapter6
'MUSIC'

To be continued...