Caffeine instead of breakfast and lunch,then vitamins..huh..I am learning to be content with little, to be happy in trifles, I really try. I perfect my skills of catching the moments, the views and the words. Sometimes it happends. Ability putted in me by places and people. And my town is so small and cramped that it makes me sick. But these unexpected and accidental meetings save me and force to smile and say almost trully "everything is okay". There is a mix of lines from songs and phrases from books in my head, which continue to influence on my life, materializing into reality, however I repeat that everything is fairy tales.

That's funny that memory is able to remember such things, strange details and sensations. I remember all my short life in details. Honestly. Although I remember the little things better. Clearer.

We can be happy. We must be happy. We are happy. Maybe we don't understand it but we really are!! People!! Look around! What do you have? Not in global way. We have eveuthing and even over it. Learn to appreciate everything in your life and you won't see the dark side. Easy sounds and much easy to do. I know it.

Tomorrow we will wake up happy and not lonely.