Sunrise

Written by MEMErryl on June 10, 2009

I have been writing blogs for 5 years now and I have always viewed it as an obligation, not a past time. I do enjoy writing, especially about my self and my personal thoughts. I treat it like a diary. It just never crossed my mind before that it is public and it may make or break me. I guess I really don't mind. What matters is I found an outlet for all these thoughts of mine that I could not really share with my mom and with some of my friends.

What got me here in DipDive is Kimberly Wyatt. I thought it's a stupid reason, because I know that she's a member of my favorite girl group, the people I look up to. But without thinking that she's a known artist, she's still a great person. Her thoughts are oddly inspiring, knowing that she's a Pussycat Doll. Learning about her more and more each day is one of the good things that are happening to me. I'm not really a fan of hers, honestly. I have read only one blog and have watched a couple of vlogs she made. I thought, maybe she's just another one of those celebrities who tries hard to be more human, making these videos about their selves, just showing off. But you can never know a person by having this one-sided idea. I've been trying to follow the Pussycat Dolls as much as I can. And so, I learned a lot more about them. I often wondered why these members of the Pussycat Dolls are famous, or why they have their own fans. I guess I've already found out why.

I am just one person who is blinded by cliches and stereotypes. I didn't mean to be but I never had the power to overcome them. I have been a person who judged. I have been having evil thoughts and negative perceptions. My world was dark then. My vision is clouded by failures and weaknesses. My heart was torn by the events that happened in my life. I never knew how to stand up, and live and lead a life. I have beautiful insights and suggestions to other people but I have never viewed myself equally. Money, power and fame have always been my goal. I am still young but my mind is already set. I never wanna be that same old person again.

Ms. Kimberly Wyatt has been a bright light over my shadowed soul. She's not the only one though. There are my friends, my mom, and the people I look up to. And of course, my passion is the fuel of my soul. Art is my passion, my life. God gave me a gift and I know why I have them. I know in my heart that I should share all my talents to others. Yet, I have been stubborn, boastful and selfish. I should learn how to overcome fear and just be out there, doing what I love in front of the people I care for.

I can't write as good as any person can. I write simply. But in my heart, I'd like to reach out to people. I'm not as poetic or as artistic as many people are. I just write with my mind, my heart and my soul. Like the first sight of light on a new day.