Heartbreaker, you got the best of me
To be heartbroken.
Its a feeling of a crumbling inside that consumes your everything. Like falling in love, only the other end...utter pain and hurt. My heart feels numb from all the pain, all the pain that I feel and have to discover daily. I can't avoid it. Imagine, for one moment that your world is full of pain, and there is nothing that you can do to change it. Jealousy, envy, deceit, malice, cowardess, backstabbing coming from those closest to you and around you..feels like, what can I do? I could let it affect me and become a product of my environment, or I can decide to let myself overcome it. Here at BM, I am thankful for your kind words and support, as it is a rarity in my own life. Forgetting how to trust and how to love is one of the hardest things I have been through, and is something that breaks my heart daily.
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mery1a said 4 months and 17 days ago:
this blog touched me really....
my "own heartbreaker" stole all my ambitions, and for a long time i thought that my life would be a spiral of sadness...
truth is that i´ve not overcome it totally.. but now, althought i still miss him, sometimes i can enjoy the sunny days.. a beautfitful rainbow.. i´ll need more time, but i know that my heart is mine.. and if i try it and desire it at everysecond , i´ll be happy again.
and u will do the same honey.
thanks for writing this blog.(u can read mine: when love hurts so much (1 and 2)
all my support.
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| Name | Cheryl | ||
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| Gender | Female | Age | 23 years |
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Thank you so much, you don't understand how much it means to me.
I wrote this blog because its a feeling that should be shared. I try also to overcome it, but it is a slow process. They say that time heals a broken heart. Until then, one must wait in order to not become affected. I enjoy painting and decorating as an expression during this time..I'm also watching the clouds but I will listen to the song my heart plays and make sure to desire that song at each moment :)
This is a quote I found
"Be not sad because all men
Prefer a lying clamour before you
Sweetheart, be at peace again
Can they dishonor you?
They are sadder than all tears
Their lives ascend as a contiunual sigh
Proudly answer to their tears
As they deny, deny"
im jumpinng over to your page right now to read your blog.
xx