S&S I gotta feeling by Reeta

Written by Reeta on December 31, 2009

Dipdive.Advertisment.Competition.BEP.GRAMMYS.My depression......

,,Wow!The dream can become a reality! But no...I'm not a professional and can't make it perfect...''

The school.Studying...Tiredness...Finally, smiling.Laughing!And my conversation with my best friend!

,,Have you seen the videos on Dipdive? Why don't you try to make it?''

,,No...somebody will be better than me...so, for what trying?''

,,You always try! Sometimes you win, sometimes-no, but you always have a faith!! This time doesn't have to be an exception!''

,,You know, my dreams become a truth just when i have a long way in order to reach them...What have i done for BEP that they could invite me to the Grammys?''

,,How can you forget? Your speechs about the best band in the world, perfect proving of it.And you say it does mean anything?And you know, that your dream is not just  to go to Grammys, but know people, who have taken a big influence on you!''

,,.......yes.....Let's try!''

The First attempt.The First video.Awful.As usual...in need of person, who is more interested in the competition and my work...The friend of my childhood...SOS...Avatar...The mix of feelings after several months of cold existing...The words, which make me confident....

,,It was my dream to make a video for competition!!!!! We will show the best that you can do! Despite the lack of knowledge and space, stupid opinions and so on!''

,,But the members of BEP will probably choose the most professional video..''

,,They will choose the person, in eyes of whom they will see something.I know!''

My nervous laughing and belief...for which i was waiting almost three weeks!

The beginning of the hard work...thinking of new ideas all night long.A lot of fun.Belief in each other.The Support, which i need not just for making a video, but for myself!The last days of this year and the competition, too!A lot of footage..and becoming a best friend of Windows Movie Maker:)!

The writing of the new song...and thinking of the name for the video...

The process  of shooting was adorable:) and i'm happy that close people and unreal energy helped me... Now, the biggest my wish is that dipdivers liked my video:)not just they, of course, but.. i don't want to guess..I just believe!

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