A normal day for others – a life-changing day for me. As the day comes nearer I begin to realise what huge step it will be, that everything in my life will change, everything that Im used to will be gone or different. I will spending a year in a country I only have been in for a vacation a few years ago, in a family I barely know (only over mails and phone calls), in a culture so...

I can’t believe it was already 2 years ago, since my grandma passed away. It still feels like it was yesterday and I still and will always miss her so much cause she’s been a huge part of my life. It was a normal Sunday morning. One like every other Sunday morning and no one could guess what was happening/happened. I was in my room studying for my English exam on Friday,...

Where is my life leading me? A question I’ve been thinking a lot in the last couple of months and to be honest I have no idea. And that answer is one I really don’t like. After finishing with school in June I’m thinking a lot about my life and my future. I don’t know what I want to be I really don’t know. Of course I have things I love to do but it’s nothing...

Alles Kann Besser Werden Alles kann besser werden Holen wir uns den Himmel auf Erden Alles soll besser werden Holen wir uns den Himmel auf Erden Alles wird besser werden Wir holen uns den Himmel auf Erden Und keiner muss sein Leben mehr gefährden Einer der kostbarsten Schätze auf Erden Ich will raus aus dieser Scheiße hier Doch ich weiß nicht,wie das gehen soll Raus aus...

Smiling is infectious, You catch it like the flu, When someone smiled at me today, I started smiling too. I passed around the corner, And someone saw my grin, When he smiled I realized, I'd passed it on to him. I thought about that smile, Then realized its worth, A single smile, just like mine, Could travel round the earth. So, if you feel a smile begin, Don't leave it...

"Success is not the key to happiness. Happiness is the key to success. If you love what you are doing, you will be successful." (Albert Schweitzer)   "Happiness cannot come from without. It must come from within. It is not what we see and touch or that which others do for us which makes us happy; it is that which we think and feel and do, first for the other fellow and then for...

Death is an inevitable part of life. It’s part of the cycle of life but someone is never really prepared for losing a loved one. Even if someone you love is terminally ill, you will never understand the reality of their death until they died. When a loved one is dying you don’t really know how to react to it. But how can you fully carry on with your life and adjust to this incredible...

To begin with this blog I wanted to add that Im not much of a writer (like some you here on BM are) but I felt like posting this anyway… When I was little and starting to talk more I was so confused with this. Why cant I call my grandma „grandma“ instead of calling her with her first name? I was always wondering why but never got a real reply … only the answer „that I...

I didnt write this but I ran over it a couple of hours ago and thought Ill share it with you all ;.) "TO BELIEVE" To believe is to know that every day is a new beginning. It is to trust that miracles happen and dreams really do come true. To believe is to see angels dancing among the clouds. To know the wonder of a stardust sky and the wisdom of the man in the moon. To believe is...