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Memories
Written by Zoee on April 10, 2009
Honestly sometimes you don't no what you have got until it's gone. whether it is a member of the family a friend something of centimental value or even if you have broken something you don't actually fully realise how much you miss them until they have gone.
I lost my friend a while ago and i didn't want to let it show we were like brother and sister always pissing about with eachother and it would always be just me and him a friendship to last all of eternity . whenever i got in trouble he would always be there to get me out he was always the shoulder to cry on nothing could have ever split us up . Until one day we were just casually walking around maidstone going back to his . Me charlie and his brother and charlie was walking in front and two boy racer cars came roud the corner and took him straight out. They didn't stop . They just kept driving. I ran over to Charlie he had an open fracture to his tibia and his other leg had been crushed by the second car . There was blood every were all over me i was just cradeling him in my arms on shock he had a serious head injury and by the time the ambulance had got to us charlie had gone . he died there in my arms that day i went to the hospital i got cleaned up and had a phyc check me over . And until the other night that i started righting i didn't realise how much i had missed him or how much he ment we were friends from being babies and grew up together for 14 years this was all a year and a half or so ago. But it will stay with me forever. But basically what i'm trying to get across here is that we really don't realise how much we miss something untill it's gone. And you should appericiate the moments you have live Life to the up most , go out party and be crazy. Live in the moment and not for the future yeah think about it every now and then but don't get to worried things will fall into place. Love your friends and family And try to keep them close. Cherish the good memories and try not to think of the bad And Please always remeber
Memories last you a last time :)
R.I.P charlie moore x
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Aoife said on April 11, 2009:
Really sorry 2 hear what happened, but you've shown so much strenght.. < 3
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Zoee said on April 10, 2009:
I'm sorry for making you cry it is just this is something very clsoe to my heart and i had to get it out in some way but thank you For commenting Both of you means alot
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xtina said on April 10, 2009:
this story made me cry. I've very sorry. But i admire you for your strength and courage and positivity.
"It's when someone is gone that you realize how much he/she means to you."
Live each second as if it was your last. Don't look at small details and show the people around you how much you love them because anything can happen in the next second.
pussylicious said on April 10, 2009:
Hey Zoee,
What you've written is so true. I think we all take things and people for granted; and like you said we don't realise what we've got until it's gone. I'm really sorry to hear about your friend :( I'm sure he's looking down on you and is proud of what you've achieved. Though you may not have him here with you right now, at least you have loads of great memories to remember him by. Thanks for sharing this with us, cos it must have been really hard to recall it all again.
Love Rachel xoxo :)
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Zoe Spillane (: is a girl who is 18 that lives in United Kingdom. She joined Dipdive on February 14, 2009. The last time she logged in was on September 22, 2011.
Hi zoe,
What a sad story.... This couldn't of been easy for you at all so thank you for finding the strength to be able to share this with us, its very true what you say we are all at fault for taking so many thing's for granted, and its easily done.
But he knew how much you loved him and enjoyed his company, and how you had so many great memories together, that will last a life time in both your hearts!
And he would def be very proud of your strength and determation to suceed through such a traumatic time.
Love Sarah