Struggle For Beauty...?

Written by fibs on July 27, 2009

Why is the struggle for beauty and perfection is so overwhelming?!
I still dont get it why people want to fit into "the perfect picture" when there isnt such one. And still not understanding why people wont love u and accept u for the way u are!

Looking in the mirror and seeing the reflection of my body doesnt raise in my head any willigness to change and try to fit into " the perfect picure". In my case that is frustraiting and i dont understand it my beloved ones and closest people tell me gain much more weight, ur thin...too thin( dont get me wrong im not anorexic and i dont have eating disorders, god forbids). Gain more weight and ull be hotter, Hotter?! since when i have to gain weight so u can callme hot or sexy ?!
Im happy with myself and the way i look and that is a result of the love i have for inner me! i am not perfect and not flawless...But im beautiful in my own way.

People not acceptin u and trying to tell u what to be and how to look can smash ur self esteem and the appreciation u have for yourself. But when u reflect on ur inside and learn to accept urself the way u are and love ur flaws, you would only need to seek in ur heart for the forgiveness those people need.

Im happy with my body and myself and i wont try to fit into nobody's perfect picture...u can take it or leave it. thats all there is!

Love and light!