Snowed under

Written by imoncloud9 on April 1, 2011

I dont like writing blogs that much I always think what i write sounds stupid or something, but im sitting at home at the mo with no one to talk too and all i need to do is vent. Because at this present moment and for a while now if i'm honest i just keep asking myself ''Whats the point??'' Everything just seems too hard and putting on a face for the world just feels like too much hassle. Wanting to get away to clear my head but at the same feeling unable to do so, spending the entire day lost in my thoughts second guessing everything ive done havent done said havent said grrrr its so fustrating. I always try too be positive but........I just cant see it right now and I dont know what to think, Lost doesnt really cover it more like buried would describe it better i feel like i cant get up unable too free myself trapped! I going to stop now cause I'm reading back what i just wrote and i sound like such an ejet, I dont think this has even helped but i'll post it anything wheres the harm.