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what i'm feeling right now
Written by kat07 on September 8, 2009
I’ve been having mixed emotions when I started work, I am glad I am glad that I have a work but at the same time I feel something else I just really miss my family cuz of the time of my schedule of my work I hardly see them. I know I just been working for a week but it makes me have this mixed feelings and I don't know what to do because I don't like feeling like this it's so heavy and releasing this emotions by just crying helped a lot for a while but it's still there, I don't know what to do, I'm grateful but at the same time I'm not I just want to share it even though some might not understand or might think I'm ungrateful and to emotionally or mentally unstable I just don't know what to think and what to feel and I'm just writing what every words pops out in my head and I'm confused. I think I'm such a childish person and maybe selfish or whatever I don't know... I don't know what happened to me. I don't know what will happen to me, I'm scared, sad, happy, and angry. I know that’s the way of life.... I just don't know how to be strong
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You just need to think positive thoughts, and, try to not think of the sadness that you are feeling. You just need to know that at the end of the day you can go home, and see your family, only if it is for a moment and then it is off to bed for you to only get up and go to work again. And, realize that having a job means some money in your pocket so you can spend it on what you want, and, what you don't need. Think good thoughts, and, all will be well.