Follow The Sound Discover Your Innerself

Written by loki on April 28, 2010

The music opens to man an unknown realm. A world that has nothing in common with the external world that surrounds him and in which he all definite feelings leaves behind to give themselves an unspeakable devotion.

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I am a music lover and love the collecting of various sound patterns. All titles are like small mosaic pieces of my soul. A range of emotions which is to classify it. Each newly discovered music brings me to a new level and expanded my understanding for music. It brings me to new modes of thinking. It sensitized me in my personality. My collection reflects the sum of my experience and my understanding for art. It crystallized in the course of time a feeling what the best sound is to reflect myself. On this way I try to come closer to my feelings in order to learn them better understand. When i discover music, i'll be part of a spiritual world. Music provided the feelings free rein to be able to unfold. If we allow emotions in ourselves, then it is very helpful in enabling into others. Music is a playful form, to discover the world of feelings.

I have learned to manage those feelings exactly, then on the composition of musical elements, can I go each time on a new journey of discovery. This is like the remove and re-assemble of the mosaic pieces to a new mirror image of myself that will open new perspectives and ways of thinking. All the music alive for me in the same time. Old music has the same date as new because it is in me upright stored as an emotion and that is timeless. Personally, I have little use for music videos. Music makes me dream and told me stories without words. Music translates sounds into dreams and vice versa. Music comes from the world of dreams, crashes into my world, takes me by the hand and wants from me that I show him the way back. I follow this call, create a dream world, and give the music his home. There we can always visit us. The entrance costs the mind. I turn off the mind and the music is my director of Fantasia. These are my own little videos. My understanding for the collection of music is basically a form of individuality. Which sounds I will ultimately find, is because, as I will find myself on my journey. But it was not obvious for a long time to show emotions. This has shaped me and made me introverted. From the moment when I have recognized that the music is not just a nice overall experience, but the sounds represent their own mental states, I have become sensitive in dealing with music. The listening to music is like reading a book. That allows me "illicit" insights into your deepest inner. This sensitivity has made me shy because I never really wanted to be read if someone listening in my music. Hence, I went inside the worlds of sound to look for myself, to learn to look at myself from the outside. What am I in it, and how is the view of others about my mental state when others can hear what I like myself. The decision what I like or not, happened within a very short moment. That actually is not comprehensible. It is more a balance of harmony between me and the music. I allow the music to scan myself, which then decides is probably the empirical value of all previously owned music. For me, music takes a life of their own art, speaks a universal language and let ourselves experience as a rhytmic nature. With music, we do not feel alone. That is one reason why I fill my soul with music. It protects me from my fears, and I feel me in safe. My songs are like thousands of little guardian angels who accompany my life. Reading sounds is difficult to grasp in words. As a dancer who read music by making certain movements, to certain sound effects. Ask him why. Something led him to do so....

My preference is still the instrumental music. Why?

A text have been for me a fixed unchanging content. It always remains the same. Music, which consists only of sounds require your imagination. I can worlds create in the sounds that are based entirely upon me. An interaction is created, so I feel understood and have a refuge, because i can dream the sounds and that is in turn like a text. I can hear the sounds singing. Although the music was different from mean, anyone can put their own interpretations into it. The beautiful is that everyone from different motives may eventually hear the same music. So the music served its purpose, that one felt understood. I see this as an advantage of instrumental music. That's so internalized in me that instrumental versions of a song I badly understand to dream. There is no self-expression in the sounds, no freedom in the sounds to understand. These sounds were forced to work for a text. For me it's definitely a difference. I've learned it through listening, and it is the most valuable thing I possess. This does not happen overnight. The feeling must also be given time to develop. Then comes the time when it is understandable. I allowed the music to caught up myself. A devotion that allows the music to unfold in me. Listening to music is a kind of playfulness that wants to be satisfied in me. To believe in the beauty of music is the way my heart goes. It has always brought me to smile. I do not consider my collection as materialistic. It has a spiritual value. It contains important information about our properties. ! Follow the sound, discover your innerself ! Tunes are a reflection of your soul, and you are readable for others, made possible by the emotions within the sounds. ... I know you because I have recognized myself in it ... Music can also help build a better mutual relationship. I want music on my profile to feel security. There I am at home. And not to have something better than you. I have a question onto the music, because I have a right to myself. I want music with elegance, decency, reason, and style. That's why i can have such tracks. Now, i am no longer shy, I allow you to read me in the world of sounds. It's a pure language without lies. The music expresses itself through diversity. However, there is a common order. Music connects things in life that we are otherwise engaged in real life separate. Body, mind, feelings, thoughts, time and space are fused into the music, as a total experience. It is a dream to fill my heart with music in hopes to be there where the music comes from ... The day after my life .. I did my best self-reflection, when I think of other beings in the universe. In my imagination, I let them hear what I hear with the question: In what colors would you paint the earth now?. Is fun, but what I see then makes me proud to be a human being and I'm beginning to understand that dreaming is the most valuable thing we possess. Music is a fantasy, which gives you the possibility to discover yourself in it, if you have an ear the love to receive. So i give music a home in my heart.....

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My love for music, created of dreams and light. I live in a dream of music. I'm lost in music. The harmonies of individual elements, such as seeking the favor of my soul please. I get a declaration of love when i listen to music. I cannot defend. I have the music to trust to let my soul fly away. Falling into the music, it means for me to learn flying. I offer my heart each title. It comes back fresh in love. Again and again. I feel like my soul music needs to breathe, like my body the air. How often did I leave off out of my head....

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I can go out at night when the stars are clear and let the twinkling of stars with the shimmering of the sounds play together, that they are in harmony. And i am happy, more i don't need. This is a ritual, i need that in order to draw me back. How often gave me music the feel to be needed.Through music I have no demand for power and possession. I feel so many emotions, every time when I let it work in me, as it tears of joy comes out of me again. Incredibly, this must be the language of angels. I can not grasp or hold. But I can feel it with my soul. But what is my soul. Boundless freedom, as big as the dreams at night. Do not think so much about the how and why, otherwise you have failed to dreamed...

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I like to observe how the sun's rays dissolve the morning dew. These are impressions, which I feel that something extraordinary is taking place. These are things with which I associate the day of memories. I feel those moments in music. There are certain sounds to me, giving me the experience of "dew" in recall. But if I "dew" observe in nature, then it is nothing to hear. Such impressions can be in harmony on each other. Such things lead my life. My life is not a continuous steady Harmony. Opposites to learn to endure. This gives rise to coincidences, you can not plan.

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When I observe how butterflies fly, I'm happy. And I know my life is not an immutable constant, I would also like to be a small butterfly. Only, I don't get wings, to the unsuccessful search paths of my life to be able to escape. I change my look. Only my dream wings to get, to show another my world, still implies. It is a dream of love and happiness. Unfulfilled, I am like a caterpillar back inconspicuous. Each sense interwoven with doubt and lapse into a twilight. I dive deeper into me, without knowing whether I sleep or if I live. I take the course of the time not true. Moments seep unnoticed past me. I'm retired, and wants the world to me my dreams and unfulfilled longings could be ruled out. But some would like to exceed the limits, because it penetrates music, something incomprehensible beauty, such as moments of happiness to me. The music makes me dream of these moments and give me light in the darkness. I will be sensitive and feel the space around me. The music which I follow, penetrates into my unknown corners of my being. I'm on my turn. My senses are awake and feel confident about myself. My wings are my inner changeable. I know, only I myself can think of space and time for new type. From outdated rituals erupt, I recognize the value of my inner freedom. That I learn to myself to stand.

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A Track is a map where i can go on a journey to explore landscapes. Each time from a new perspective. It helps me to find myself better and find the essence of sound and how different things work in nature. All these organizational processes in our lives also influence the music, of course. You start observing things more intensly. When you see a meadow, you might think, it's just some green space. You look closer, you take in different planes. Even closer you see every bit of grass is different. And it's really hard to put or picture that in the music and these difference out to hear. Many things look the same but are just never identical. There is constant movement, but never the same movement twice. On the one side it's always a passing thing. On the other hand it repeats itself and changes constantly. That's the way how i like to discover music. With the experience to hear the "same" from different views and to feel the fine differences within the sounds. I'm always searching for new things, cause i am happy to be surprised by new sounds and just to listen with open ears.

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I drive across the sea of music. Above me the sky (industry) that creates the stars which we have to worship. I jump into the sea. Dive deeper. Look around to find the right pearls. When i come back, i take my pearls and stretch out my hand in the sky.