A.G.A.I.N.

Written by nadia520 on May 6, 2009

When I was 12,I lost my class teacher.She committed suicide.She left us.All we got were just......sadness and questions.

When I was 15,I met another teacher----Tai.She acted like my class teacher.I was so afraid that she would suicide too.Luckily,she did not do so.Maybe it's just because I've told her about that thing and told her not to do that.I don't want to lose another teacher.

She was so nice to me.We were just like friends.I adore her so much.

Today,I heard a really bad news from my friend--Fion.Fion told me that Tai may be dead soon........I was totally thinking Fion was joking.This situation is exact the same as I heard my class teacher's dead news........I thought they were joking.....and I laughed.

Tonight,I laughed too.But it seems like Fion is not joking.Why.....again....this question AGAIN!!!I've never thought that I would lose another teacher again....Why me Why her Why it happened again Why????

And AGAIN......I can do nothing.....Tai has heart disease,asthma and psychological problem(coz of the fucking school and the fucking coworkers)...I can't help her......AGAIN....

ALL I CAN DO IS........WATCHING........but I don't wanna watch her dying!!!!What can I do???

But I've learnt something......there are ALWAYS some fuckers here.....Tai just wants to have a break for one month to heal her illnesses.However,her fucking superior doesn't allow!!!!WTF??A patient just needs some rests and it's not allowed???

It's pathetic........I have all my smypathy for MISS TAI......I'll pray for you........

AND I REALLY HOPE THAT YOU'LL GET BETTER VERY SOON THEN FIGHT WITH THAT BITCH!!!I'M ON YOUR SIDE.YOU GOTTA GET BETTER FIRST!!!

Na