[that's life]

Written by nikonikz on February 3, 2010

life's actually beautiful... and its the way too interesting... to make mistakes, learn right stuff, fight from day to day...

but sometimes we make too big mistakes...

i dont know, everything is becoming fragile here.. im trying to save up things, im trying to help people out..

but it seems so wrong..

when we say in person how the adorable person is

and then we become cheating in their backs...

when you spend much time with person just knowing ''yah, cool that you are here''

but we pay massive attention to them when something 'big' happens..

when people remember our names when we are in need

that seems so wrong..

honestly, bep help a lot

im like.. listening to lyrics, it makes me relax a little bit...

some lyrics had given me the answers to questions i couldnt figure out myself

thanks for being near.. all the time..

my music player.. idk.. phone, camera, sheet of paper, computer, my heart

those are the closest places BEP will always remain in..

just im too much digging in those problems what seem to be so little

but their are really huge

i think these little moments build up life

they predict what can happen if you dont learn how to come through it..

but its so hard

looking in the eyes of liars.. honestly..

all my life ive been believing all people are kind

in the bottom of the heart there is always a little place for generosity..

but todays problems had blinded it all..

people are dope for drinking and smoking around

at least here..

i will never be drinking or smoking.. it seems so low for me..

here, this stuff doest matter for anybody..

i do my best to save my friends company

cuz i became friends with them not with ''drinking around''

i do party, but i party without drinks

but i can not save it anymore, cuz friends are getting blind

it hurts

you dont know what you've got until you lose it..

im so sorry i couldnt upload my videos for Grammys contest..

i was so deep in my problems..

i cant believe it mattered more for me than the contest

thats funny

''keep your head up and dont let the fuckers get you down'' - printz.