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Don't Stop Believing
Written by pussylicious on February 3, 2010
"Don't Stop Believing"- Journey
So this week has been pretty hard for me.
Yesterday, my mum had to go into hospital for an operation on her stomach and last night me, my sisters and my dad went up to hospital to see her. She looked completely drained (as you'd expect) and when I seen her I just broke down. I hate seeing people in pain. We didn't stay long because she was feeling pretty tired due to the morphine she'd been given for the pain.
We then dropped my sister off back home and went to se how my rabbit was- my sister and her husband was looking after him whilst we move house- to find that's not well. The night before my brother-in-law had found him out in the garden- his cage was opened by someone or something- probably a fox. So my dad took him to the vet this morning who said he was probably in shock and may have some bruising as he suspected he had been shaken. If he eats (he's only eaten a little bit) then he may survive the night.
Then about half an hour ago I found out my mum's friend died about an hour ago after a long battle with cancer.
Tomorrow I have the orhtodontist (which shouldn't be a problem for most people) but I have M.E, and I always feel unwell after it. I just can't face more pain right now.
The one person I want to see right now is my mum. The nurses said she's feeling a lot better today and should hopefully be home tomorrow.
All day, I've kept coming onto BM because it's the one place I always feel I can turn to for inspiration when times are difficult. I'm so thankful for BM <33
But as the blog title suggests I'm just gonna keep believing that things will get better. The above lyric means a lot to me- as does all my BM family and Kimberly- lots of <33
Rachel Xx
Update 4/2/10 : my mum got home from hospital today :)
and as we speak, my rabbit is getting put down- he's too weak and has hardly eaten. My dad's just come back from the vet where he said he can hardly move his limbs. Though I'm upset I know it's for the best- I hated seeing him in pain- The vet also said that the fox that attacked him had probably had him in his mouth and shook him.
Also went to the orthdontist today with my sister who really helped me- mouth's really sore but keep reminding myself it's gonna be so worth it x
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Aoife said on February 4, 2010:
thats 1 of my favourite songs (:
I know what its like to see those u love in hospital (my nan for example) U can get such a fright when you see them in the bed, looking so weak and frail. Its not easy but you need to put your trust in the doctors and nurses who are looking after your mam. Theyre good people who will do their best to ensure she'll be back to full health in no time.hope your rabbit will be ok <3 Ur mam,her friends & family are in my thoughts. Trust that god's gonna look after her up there and that she'll be looking down on all of u.
often when we're having a bad week we look for our mam because...well coz its our mam. lol. but get a hug from someone u love... like family / friend and i mean like a good long hug.. then go out and treat yourself. i know ur probably thinking u cant coz of all thats going on but even 10 minutes to yourself can make a difference. buy yourself something nice or just have a nice early night...if youre tired you'll feel worse with all thats been going on.
things do happen for a reason,even if we cant understand it at the present time. Nothings bad if you can learn from it.
love u.
xoxo
aoife
milkshake said on February 3, 2010:
I know how you feel my best friend has cancer, too and it's so hard..... and to see ppl down it's just takes your breath away and wanna make you cry coz it hurts so much.... I am pretty sensitive and can truly relate to that it is really a gift that you can talk that putgoing obaout your personal issues and you are right you never ever should stop believing....
you one strong young lady and even tho I don't know you that well..... I know that you will keep on fighting for your dreams.... and that you will go where ever your heart takes you.... and pls note that you never should be ashamed coz you feel down it's human everyone does and in the end it gonna makes you stronger..... just keep faith as you do.
Love n Light. Mira
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on Jan 18, 2012 from Dipdive
Omg! i hope ur ok and ur mum is getting better!
Sorry to hear about ur rabbit! i lost mine last yr!:( poor thing i miss him too
Dream & Believe!:)
Lots of Love
Lisaxoxoxoxoxo