i am such a noob.

Written by rahrahchar on August 16, 2009

so i have no idea how to work this odd site, but it is the only site that i can blog on that wasn't blocked. i am so pissed right now because my sister's dumb ass boyfriend stole my Pineapple Express dvd. and i thrive off that thing. as if i am not enough of a mental wreck lately, he just took it and thought it'd be funny to not tell me. i am so mad. plus my stupid boyfriend is a complete ass to me lately and sometimes i just wanna end it. he got grounded because he was talking to some sluts on myspace and he was out past curfew at a concert, WITHOUT me. i have been such a wreck. that whole cutting bull shit has started again and my mom took me to the fucking er. such bullshit. they told me that if they find out i cut again its grounds for admssion. and i'm just like, what the hell? it's my body, i should be able to do with it what i please. i'm not hurting anyone else, and it's only skin deep. it isn't like this is gunna last forever. when you let me get tattoos and piercings, i'll stop. so fuck off. god, everything is spiraling downward. and i'm beging to actually believe that life isn't worth all this stress. my dad is just making everything worse. he tries to make an ass out of me in front of my friends and then when he is wrong i am getting all big and bad and trying to look cool in front of my friends. whatever. no body gets it. and i don't even care. i want to stay in my room forever. alone.