My 2nd BM Anniversary :)

Written by rosekler on April 24, 2011

Before i write this blog, i read some of Kim's blogs to get some inspiration and i found some good stuffs that really made me think ... it's been a year since I wrote my lastest blog and today I felt the need of writing something here not only because it's my 2nd BM anniversary but because of what happened on this easter holiday.

Great memories comes to my mind when i read "Rosekler is a girl who is 22 that lives in Brazil. She joined Dipdive on April 21, 2009". I remember the day i found this website  and the "welcome feeling" i felt when i read one of the blogs on BM for the first time. Today, I spent the whole day thinking if i should or shouldnt write this 'cause unfortunately i' m not involved here as i was before.  It's not because i dont want to, but because honestly i've been busy studying hard to become an attorney and i haven't had much time for nothing else :( Most of you know i graduated from law school 2 months ago and to become a lawyer in Brazil we need to pass the exam of the Brazilian Bar Association... It's one of the toughest in the world so im studying like crazy to make things happen the way i'm planning.

That's why writing this blog this year sounds different, maybe hardest, maybe because I'm different now, maybe because things are different on Beautiful Movements (or I feel it that way) ...  Kim once wrote in one of her blogs "When you believe in something, stand up for it. Speak your truth and people will listen. If you feel misunderstood, get used to it. When your life feels like its spinning out of control and you no longer are in the driver's seat, make change so that you are." .... and more than ever i'm following her advice....  "I like who I am and I work every day at who I'll become'" (another quote from her i can connect with what im living nowadays).

All the inspiration I got from Kim's blogs today made me remember why I'm here now,  made remember of all the things i passed thru the last years on here and most of all, made me feel that feeling again of being in home! My BM anniversary was a 3 days ago but i wanted to post this blog today 'cause i feel like it's a new beginning to me and that's the meaning of easter, right ?

"The resurrection gives my life meaning and direction and the opportunity to start over no matter what my circumstances" - Robert Flatt.

I truly believe everything's possible and i could live this feeling this holiday when Carol came to visit me !!! OMG, i had the best feeling ever ... She's even better than i could imagine and it's so amazing when you're able to meet someone that  you can count on anytime even when she lives miles away from you !! Carol is the sister I never had and having met her in person after 2 years being friends thru internet was amazing !! It's hard when you meet someone on internet and you share your life with them but you cant hug or kiss or laugh together ... and i'm glad we could live this experience  !! You guys probably know, Carol and I are best friends, she lives in São Paulo (Brazil) -  742 km, 461 miles, 7 hours 54 mins away from where I live (Espirito Santo - Brazil) and i still can't believe we  finally met ! I She went back to SP a few hours ago and i'm already missing her !!

It reminds me of another quote written by Kim on one of her blogs"it's up to us to believe that what we want can be achieved".  We believed it could happen and we made everything we could to see eachother in person. Btw, Isn't it amazing the fact Carol came to see me exactly 2 years after we meet here and it's the same day of my BM anniversary?? It wasnt planned and only proves that things do happen for a reason !! THIS IS THE BEAUTIFUL MOVEMENTS POWER HAHA!!  Here another reason why im' writing this.... I owe it all to BM 'cause If it wasn't for our common love for a special lady called Kimberly Kaye Wyatt, it probably wouldn't have happened!

Kim, you should never doubt of your power to connect people and make them happier .... you're an exemple to all of us that we can dream, believe and make things happen !! I wanna take this oportunity to apologize for not being around as I was before and also to say how much i'm grateful for all the support and inspiration you have brought me in the past 2 years on BM. I miss you so much, i miss Beautiful Movements and i'm trying to keep in touch as much as i can! Sorry for the honesty but although sometimes I feel kinda angry (it's a lil bit of jealousy, actually ) because you only go to The UK ( haha jk) I wanna let u know i still got your back and i'm always thinking of you and wishing all the best ( and i still want you in Brazil soon haha) .... Although sometimes (always hehe) I miss PCD ... you and the girls on stage together, i'm so glad you're focusing in things you love (and i love what you're doing, i love HMATW) and i love the fact that even busy with your stuffs, you're always here for us !! Yeah, I think we're the luckiest fans in the world !! Well, I could spend hours talking about you and the way you and BM have changed my life ... that's why I like to say u're my angel ... and i couldn't ask for a better one ... TE AMO :)

I love this place and I LOVE YOU, GUYS !!!!

I love the magic around BM and I'll always be grateful to everyone who make this magic happens ...  Sometimes I feel like I'm losing this magic ... sometimes we forget the real meaning of things but always worth remembering what makes us wake up in the morning and say "i love life"...  There's a quote from Fight For This Love lyrics by Cheryl Cole that i can relate to what i feel about BM right now "whenever you feel like we're growing apart, let's just go back to the start. Anything that's worth having is sure enough worth fighting for, quitting's out of the question, when it gets tough gotta fight some more" ... Sometimes I feel like I'm growing apart and all i want to do is go back to the start ...

So my BM anniversary this year sounds like  the celebration of the prodigal son going back home ...

I feel like im having this chance and i'm ready to say ...

I AM BACK, BEAUTIFUL MOVEMENTS FAMILY ....

"All I wanna do and all I wanna be, all I wanna feel is something real. I want to believe that everything I do, from here on out will be with you.... It's gonna be with you !! here with you I feel safe and I know this is just the beginning. For so long I was lost, now it feels I'm finally winning, now that I found you I'm never gonna let you go away".... Beautiful Movements ♥

ps.: my english isn't really good, .. but i hope it's understandable haha