..ever been that way?

Written by thatdoodsoul on November 29, 2010

11/29..I was born this night a long time ago! Happy Birthday, Me!!

And right about now..I feel like I'm missing the most important part of myself? I kept deep feelings for this woman I've known..from years ago? Deep that..it got harder trying to hold it in..and not let her her know about it..she never wanted me? i don't know..I doesn't even feel as if I was even put in..the friend category? I felt like that for her though..deep! She's brilliant..and I find her witty when she's just being herself? And she can pull it off charming too, and..I forgot to mention..she's a lot of eye candy too, really cute!

I know..get over it/her..and get your head back to reality! That's an order to yourself, cause right now..I would be stupid, if I didn't give or care? Maybe..in some other time, but..not this one? Look I know..I can only say so much..but..ever been that way?

Unexpectedly?

I guess..I'll go and enjoy the rest of my Birthday with some friends..we're hitting the city up..I wonder what they have in store for me?

Pz, GDJ